My darling Heather, how typical is this , the weather here has been awful but today is clear blue skies and beautiful, it would always be a beautiful day because it’s the day you were born ,fate gave you to me then cancer took you away and it’s devastated my life, grief they say is a chronic illness that never goes away and it doesn’t, the only way to cope is to try and manage it and I’m struggling, I miss you every second of every minute of every day. I look forward to be able to use the word Happy on your birthday as we will be back together and I will be,I pray that will be soon, until then my darling life remains cruel I just hope those responsible are happy. 74 years young today my darling, what great memories we have, my everlasting love as alway, your broken hearted boy, Alan 😢😢💔💔💔.

My Valentine, my one and only valentine, such emotional memories you gave me on this day , I miss them and you so very much, life remains to be cruel, this curse God left me with in losing you will only go away when I’m back with you , I pray it’s soon , my everlasting love as always, your boy, Alan 💔💔😢😢

My darling Heather, another Christmas without you I pray every day there won’t be many more , this life’s journey without you is destroying me , I miss you so very very much. James , ,V and the girls who are growing up quickly and are beautiful are well , like me you you would be so proud of him . I hope you are with your Mum , Dad , Charlie and Stu , I hope you will recognise me when I come , age and everything that comes with it is taking over . My darling I love and miss you so very very much and thank God every day that you were mine. My everlasting love as always, your boy ,Alan 😢😢💔💔💔