My darling darling Heather, Today is our 43rd wedding anniversary, what a day it should have been,I can only thank you from the bottom of my broken heart for marrying me and being my amazing wife, I am so lucky to have had you. Words cannot describe the ongoing devastation and loneliness life is without you, you gave me my strength,my confidence,my inspiration, wisdom and my will to live, now its all gone,I miss you so very very much, every day gets a little worse and facing these so emotional days is difficult beyond extreme, a miserable existence with no future,I cannot wait to be with you again, please wait for me. My everlasting love my darling as always. Alan.xxxxxx