Well my darling girl, its the first Christmas day without you and it is devastating, I/we are in Singapore with our lovely son James and Im missing Jess, Chris and Ed and Betsy along with you ,so very much, V has been welcoming and Anna is walking and getting used to seeing me, the cards and messages keep coming to both of us which is heart breaking, why did God do this to us, its destroying me and our lovely family. I love you and miss you more each day, All my love forever as always. Alan.xxx