My Darling Heather, I can't believe it's 3 years to the day since we were all here together as a wonderfully happy family for James and V's tea ceremony to celebrate their wedding. How awfully things have changed. I'm here for both of us to try and support our son at this happy time for them but the loneliness and devastation without you, even with all these lovely people around me, gets more and more difficult to cope with. I love you so much and miss you so much and think about you every split second of the day and can't wait to be back with you. All my love forever as always. Alan.