My darling Heather, Its Christmas day in Singapore and the fifth heart breaking one without you , celebrations you held our amazing family together for and made so much of, I so miss these,and I miss you so very much, everyone is happy but this bitter sweet sentence will never leave me until I am back with you, I try and mask the constant gut wrenching sadness but its hard, life is so cruel , I read the other day a well know writers take about love where it ends," when the blossom falls and the roots entwine you find you are one tree not two" thank you for making that us. I love you,I miss you ,wait for me please, My never ending love as always. Alan