My darling irreplaceable Heather, Two years ago yesterday we all said goodbye to you ( well I didnt and never will) not many remembered and life continues to be a lonely devastating curse without you. I have sent a photo of the beautiful water orchids now in flower around the pool which you loved with a glimse of the red geraniums you always planted, sadly not many now come to appreciate them, this amazing place I built for you is but an empty souless shell, People say I look better but Ive had more practice at acting, I learnt a saying this week that goes"You can see the face , you cant see the heart" how true as like my world, my heart is also in a million pieces, not many get it, they never will because they didnt have (and probably never will have) what we had. I love you and miss you more and more each and every day that I get nearer to you. My love for ever as always. Alan.