Oh Heather, here we are again on your 73rd birthday, I know I repeat my self but everything I’ve said before is just amplified in life without you, as widowers you tend to meet others and the same story,loneliness, even with family members around you at any events, you are still alone. It was so very sad about Charlie, like you so premature, I hope he’s now safe and with you, as for me I to have my age related problems and am happy that when it’s my time I can leave this life to be with you , hopefully sooner rather than later. Can you believe James will be 50 this year, I thank you every day for giving me him , he’s been amazing , I have been thinking about selling up and going to live near him as there is nothing to keep me here , life continues to be cruel , I just hope the perpetrators are happy and can live with their conscience. Heather ,I love and miss you terribly and can’t wait to be back with you , where ever you are I pray you enjoy your birthday, All my everlasting love, Your boy, Alan 💔💔😢😢xx