My darling girl, I’m here in Singapore to help celebrate our wonderful sons 50 th birthday, can you believe we have a son who is going to be 50!! it’s also my 75 th birthday today,8 since losing you , the burden of grief and being hurt as much but in a different way gets no easier, the upside is I’m nearer to being back with you. Heather it is so emotionally gratifying to be here with family ,being made so welcome and wanted by grandchildren and feeling part of our family even for such a short time , you would be so proud of them, you are with me every second of every day, I miss and love you so very very much, all my everlasting love as always, your boy, Alan . 💔💔😢😢xxxx