My darling Heather, how typical is this , the weather here has been awful but today is clear blue skies and beautiful, it would always be a beautiful day because it’s the day you were born ,fate gave you to me then cancer took you away and it’s devastated my life, grief they say is a chronic illness that never goes away and it doesn’t, the only way to cope is to try and manage it and I’m struggling, I miss you every second of every minute of every day. I look forward to be able to use the word Happy on your birthday as we will be back together and I will be,I pray that will be soon, until then my darling life remains cruel I just hope those responsible are happy. 74 years young today my darling, what great memories we have, my everlasting love as alway, your broken hearted boy, Alan 😢😢💔💔💔.