Well my darling girl , I'm back in Singapore to help our lovely son renovate their house, its good to feel wanted , useful and to be part of a family again, I'm here until January as there is nothing to keep me at home sadly and to see grandchildren is so emotionally gratifying . More lonely anniversaries approach,the 5th birthday I will now spend without you,what would have been our 47 th wedding anniversary ( I relive our 40th every day ) Anna,s and James,s in October to say nothing of Christmas, I miss and love you so very much ,every day is nearer to being back with you, I can't wait. My love for ever as always. Your Alan xxxx