My darling darling Heather, The fifth lonely birthday without you, it never gets better and won't without you, being here with James is a real bonus as its the first one with him in 13 years so that's comforting, the last one was before he moved to Singapore, our granddaughters are a delight ,Anna has made me a lovely card and being so excited ,gave me it a day early. I miss so much the way you made all our family anniversaries so so special ,sadly no more and never again. , gone for ever. I write this outside on the red furniture we sat on together so many times, before the temperature gets to hot, I am so so lucky you are mine. I love and miss you so much. All my love, Forever yours. Alan .xxxxxxxxx