My Darling,Beautiful Heather, Today is the day we walked out of our wonderful home after an unwell night, to go back to The London Clinic, you looked up at our bedroom and said you knew you wouldn,t be coming back you were always right even though I tried to convince you it would only be a blip,, exactly one year on and the pain, devastation and loneliness without you cannot be put into words, my tears flow all of the miserable days and I really cannot wait to be back with you together. I love you so so much my darling.fore ever and ever, Alan..xxxxxx