My darling girl, Another really emotional and so lonely day yesterday, our lovely friends Dan and Barbara are in constant touch as is John trying to keep me going, my amazing friend that I wish so much you knew Brian wanted to come and see me but I insisted he took some time with his beautiful wife Kim, as I would only have with you, bless them both ,they walked to Cracks Hill, over your bridge and cleaned your name plaque which I repainted earlier last year, it made me cry which I do regularly as I miss you so so much,they are such amazing help, I am so lonely without you. Another day nearer , how much do I love and miss you. My love for ever , I will never break your heart. Alan.xxxxxxxx