My darling girl, Today Alister asked me to help him on a job in London ,being so so lonely without you I agreed, can you believe it was in the Hammersmith Hospital where your name is on the wall of fame, emotionally I went , touched and kissed you and cried most of the way home, next week is another lonely valentines day, how I miss the Steak Diane, , a day nearer my darling. My love for ever as always. Alan.