My Darling,Beautiful, Irreplacable Heather, Its a lovely sunny morning on another extremely emotional anniversary just like it was 45 years ago today, when at 5 minutes past 2 pm your brother Alan walked you down the little chapel Isle where you agreed to be mine, only mine and never be anyone elses, and you wont be, it was the best day of my life, the girl of my dreams had married me.All is so different now, everything I said to you on this date last year is worse, life is a miserable curse and my tears flow as I write this , Im so so lonely without you and miss you every heartbeat of the day, many of your wise predictions have come true. I love you so much Heather and just want to be back with you as at present there is little to keep me here and looks like there never will be,at peace with you, together for ever, make it soon please. My undying love for ever as always, Alan. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx