My darling Heather, I was away for the 7th birthday I had to spend without you, reliving some special memories in Moraira , I even tracked down Jimmy, the place is much the same ,just different people, It will be our 49th wedding anniversary on Wednesday and I wont be here either ,but this time under different circumstances, life continues to be cruel. I miss you so very very much and as always my love forever. Alan xxx