My darling Heather, today is our 50th wedding anniversary, what a day it would and should have been , I remember vividly our 40th when our amazing family was complete.The pain and loneliness without you never ceases , grief they say is a price you pay for love and how I am paying , there are those who continue to make life so cruel who have no idea .Things are creeping into my life now that I would have dealt with had you been here that will now be left to chance , hopefully we will be back together sooner, my last dream coming true, I love and miss you so very much my darling, I wish I could say “Happy Anniversary, All my love for ever as always. Your soulmate Alan .💔💔😥😥😥xxxx