My darling Heather, yet another Christmas without you , the pain and tears never end, grief is such a lonely emotion whereas comfort could and should be shared , sadly it’s not, when God took you from me most of me left this earth with you , what little bit that was left has been destroyed. I was asked recently if I was well but the creeping on of age, the struggle of living with grief and the bitter heartache of family disappointment that has made this once amazing family so Di’s functional is taking its toll now,health events earlier this year have proved that,as said earlier at least it will bring me back with you sooner, I love and miss you every split second of the day, all my love for ever, your boy ,Alan 💔😢😢xxx