My darling beautiful amazing Heather, Our lovely sisters Lorna and Ali with the help of some special friends held a pets corner and pony rides event and raised £206 to help boost you fund. I know that from both of us we send our heartfelt thanks to all who helped and to all who donated, what kindness. Life without you continues to worsen every day, Im not sure how much longer I can continue this miserable existance,the loneliness, especially in this emmpty house is indescribable, how I wish I could just be with you. I miss you so very very much my darling, All my love for ever, Alan.