My darling Heather, They say it gets better with time ,the emotions of life, how wrong they are, you wouldnt think my missing you could get worse but it does ,daily. Our little, now big and handsome Eddie started big school yesterday, I sent him a letter from us both wishing him well and that we would be thinking of him, I hope he will be allowed to tell me how he got on and then I will tell you. The tears flow as I write this, I keep the candle burning and the roses as fresh as I can on your ashes which as promised ,will always stay with me until I join you which I pray every day for to be soon. Oh Heather, I miss you so so much. My love as always for ever, Alan. Xxx