My Darling Darling Heather, From both of us we send our heartfelt thanks and gratitude to Lorna and alĺ of Team Surney for their time and efforts in raising over £1120 for your ever growing fund,long may they continue.its an amazing contrbution. Today is the second miserable birthday I have without you, the pain ,devastation and loneliness just go on, I have said before how cancer destroys your mind and wrecks your family, it has ours, you were the glue that held our once perfect family together, like with you it is now all gone, I have you in our bedroom as promised , put a fresh rose on your casket and cry as I watch the candle burn I light for you every night ,I try to keep going but you said I wouldnt manage without you and I cant, I pray every night for you to come and get me, why dont you ? I love you and miss you so so much.. My everlasting love for ever my darling. Alam. XXXXXXXX